#91

what are you supposed to do when your feelings are unrequited? you move on. you don't want to stop talking or calling or caring, but you have to. it's all you can do to hold it together. each time you touch -- physically or emotionally -- it just hurts.

but what happens when you miss the person, anyway? you feel weak and defeated, but the only strength you ever had came from the very person who turned you away. all your hope, you spilled into this person, this relationship, this future, and now you must syphon it back. which is hard because you, like, would rather not deal with it at all.